A year later

If it were not Wingie, I may possibly forget this blog forever.

Yes, Wingie again, who have totally changed my life style, habits, values, attitude towards life, so on and so forth.

On a night of December, 2010, Wingie, Marie, Emi and I were sitting downstairs in front of the lovely BU fiesta. It was a very special moment in my life. Since then our friendship officially began; the boundary of my original life style started to blur-- in a good way of course-- probably more WING; and I have branched out into a new life in which I feel like a real human being having strong likes and dislikes.

It is highly impossible for me to express how huge an influence my 2010 Hong Kong exchange life had on me, at least not for the moment, when I still indulge in memories about friends, fantastic views, and exiting experience in HK. It was too good to be looked back and too fragile to be touched-- I am so afraid that if I ever rack my mind and try to find a piece of memory, it is no more clear as I thought it would be.

Therefore, technically, memories about Hong Kong are carried in my heart. Wherever I go, I will go with it. No matter where I am, those who contribute to who I am are always there with me.

I've got to move on. I know people will too. All the best.

Why Chinese media don't release the march against Japan?

I mean if the news was released, it may can shift public focus from Liu Xiaobo to there.
Can it be the government worry about if the news is released, it may cause another series of marches all over the nation?

内地11个大城市实施住宅“限购令” 引发恐慌性退房
donanld Tseng respond to press conference, angry and exciting.

If only Chinese government can hold a press converence face to face, answering inquieries from journalists, who including from BBC or Hong Kong radio, democracy in China has a leap.

Am I a Freak?

4:35am now, up in 19th floor, waiting for sun rise, myself.

If only i can find anyone who can like me, willing to take care of me, thanks God.

Tomorrow i will see the God.

Not tomorrow.

i am already on the next day now.

Time flies, faster than i have ever imagined.

These days, i like to get up early, thus, human nature quires me to sleep early, around 10:00pm? My time goes unidentical as others. That can already be an obstacle for me to be a normal one. Apart from that, when i am with Elefyan, i catogorize myself as an exchange student, and when i am with westeners, i claim to be an absolutely Chinese. When i am with Nina and Vike, i think i might be suitable to Emi and wing and Marie and Agethe, whom when i am sitting with chatting, i still feel i am an alien.

Things happen at times, which at the time i finally realize, it's already too late to be changed. Am i a freak? Maybe.

I keep asking myself, but i've never try to figure it out. maybe coz even if i find it out, who will applaud? Life without any audience is a tragedy. how can i be brave enough to face it?

Thanks Hoa eventually provide me a reason to wirte down what i am thinking about.